Tuesday, August 31, 2010

The Devil hiding in the details

So what really happened? Why am I so upset? This is the same person I've been out with and broken up with twice (oh yes, forgot to mention that). Both times it ended because I couldn't work out what I was feeling or if it was right for me. See, the problem with me is that I'm pretty naive when it comes to relationships and feelings, especially love. I've been in love before, once, a long time ago, and didn't even realise until later (too late) that I had been. The tragedy there is that I clearly didn't take away that lesson and learn from it.You...

What's on my mind?

Well you won't be surprised to learn that it's the world of romance, or lack thereof. In the not too recent past I had everything I could wish for and yet somehow I managed to fuck it up. Twice. Anyway, to pinch the title of the classic war film, too late the hero, I finally got round to admitting to the girl in question that actually I do love her. Worse, she knew. Worse still, I left it too late and she's met someone new. What an idiot. After all that moaning about being single I had it all and then squandered it. Seriously, what planet...